Regret

I’ve been postponing this blog. I have gone on a major back slip. With the stress of midterms I have been gorging myself and eating disgustingly large amounts of food. I’m so embarrassed and regret it so much. A lot of my hard work over 3 weeks is gone again. I gained 7lbs or so. Its amazing how I gain about 2lbs every day which is an unfortunate truth to my body.

Tomorrow is a new day and I will win this fight. I will. I can’t loose and keep doing this to my body. I even feel bad and get sick feeling. Its time to change back to the lifestyle outlook. Not just every few weeks. I am setting a long term goal here. By the beginning of june ( a little over 3 months or so) I want to be 30lbs lighter. Thats 10lbs a month, a little over 3 lbs a week. If anything I’d rather try and fall short, than not try at all. I can do this. I have to do this. This is for me. I am important enough to make this effort and take the time for myself. Tomorrow church, homework, gym. Must eat healthy. I can’t wait!

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About attemptingconfidence

I'm your average twenty something female. Feel free to ask me anything I'm and open book or comment as you like.

Posted on February 24, 2013, in Uncategorized and tagged , , , , , . Bookmark the permalink. 4 Comments.

  1. I am behind you 100%. If you need anything like a reminder to hit the gym, check my instagram. I usually put inspiring things on there fitness-wise.

    • Awe. Thanks! I’m back to being healthy. I’m using spring break as time to get back to eating better. I simply did not have time during midterms. I work as an RA which gives me a meal plan. Too bad the closest “healthy” option is 2/3mile in Michigan snow (up to shins) away while the pizza place and buffet area is literally in front of my place. *facepalm* Thank you for the support!

  2. You can do it! We all slip up. Fall 7 times, get up 8!

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